They'll know the truth

Sometimes I feel like I wanna shout it out!
Just let the world know
Make them feel embarrassed.
They don't know what is going on in my head
and it's better that way.

They seem to think it's alright
They don't see clearly ahead of their own glance
Those inocent poor girls that have gotten in my way
All those insignificant comments
All those looks
All those gestures
suddenly have matched somehow.

This is a hard time for me
I need someone to fall back on
so I can later bounce back up when the hurt is gone.
When they're gone.

It's incredible how much someone can influence your life so much without you even knowing it.
Without not even that person being in you life, and at same time being in the center of it.

The world will see the truth about me.
and find out how wrong they were on letting me go.

Dark

No one knows what's gonna happen.
Nobody can see the future.
So, who could've warned me that my life would get so dark.
Jhony overheard me and my friends talking about him, our relationship went straight to te toilet.
Jim? broke up with Jessica for a while, then got back together.
A friend of mine, Mike, says that holding her, Jim stared at me a lot, and just today I found out they broke up again.
My friends seem to think he broke up with her because of me, but it seems too good to be true.

I don't know what to think.
I thought Jhony would be my escape from Jim, he was but isn't right now.
Jhony really made me blind.
I was so focused on liking him,
on making myself think of someone else,
on trying to make Jim jealous,
that I didn't really see him.