Now at Midnight

I wrote this last night, I couldn't sleep:

I like it better at night.
Words come easly, but words don't seem to be enough at night.
Stayin' up with no apparent reason feels pathetic.
Writin' your feelings in the middle of the night
Trying to be as quiet as I've never been feels silly.
But now I have the time to think
To see reality. How tough and hidden it is.
Reality keeps it for itself.
It doesn't tell you right away how things actually are.

The opportunities you've been waiting for just don't show up.
But somehow you keep believing they'll come to you
You're still living on your dreams,
Those dreams you want to bring to reality so bad.
Until one day you realize you're not on the right place or have enough talent yet
but you can't do anything to change it.
And you course reality for letting you have such huge dreams.

You wanna be those peolpe you see on TV.
Those whose voices you hear on the radio.
Those guys on a field being recognized for the sport they play.

But then a voice says: "HOLD THE HORSE THERE!",
"YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE!".

So, don't let reality get into your head

You've got a Chance

Last night I imagined myself with you
And I felt the same way I did when I woke up that mornig of January
But maybe I'm overthinking stuff
I know you´re not a good idea
The short time we shared was good... and bad for me
I guess anyway you´re my best choice
There is no way he's finally gonna admit it and go for it
You´ve tried it already,
And, honey, it worked!
You got me form the very begginig, when we met
And this year you made it definite

Ok, next year when we see each other again
make it happen
don't make me go through this kind of stuff again...

I Want to See You

I wish I wasn't feeling this way
I'm having doubts about if I'd ever see you again.
You go out somewhere
and you hope you don't find anyone you don't want to see.
But in this case is different.
I do want to see you again
I do want to bump into you at the supermarket
Is not the same having memories or seeing pictures of you.

Nothing compares to that look you give me.
That chill I feel when we're close.
And I must admit, the way you make me jealous.
That glow in you eyes
That twisted smile when you think I'm looking.

I wanted to see you so badly today.
I was hoping with all my heart you'd be there
But I was wrong.

I imagine you in your house waking up until noon.
Then going out playing football
Coming home all dirty with the ball in your hands.
Having dinner with your family,
Teasing your little sister.
And finally going to bed after taking a shower
All tired, dropping to the pillow,
Your last thought of the day, hopefully,
Being me.

I don't know what would happen if you don't show up that day
My friends would get tired of wiping my tears.
And I'd be regreting the day we first said hello.