May 31, 2011

They know

Ever since I realized my feelings for you I've been trying to avoid them
Your best friends, very good ones for me too.
To avoid the ''who do you like?'' issue with them
because I know they're close to you
because maybe something could slip out
and we'll have to do a little remake of the story.

But apparently, I'm not doing a pretty good job
They know
They know it all
They came in the wrong moment,
when I needed to get it out.

I trust them
I have to!
I don't want to ruin another friendship again

May 5, 2011

Another One?!

It's been five days since I definetly decided I'm over you
But my excitement only lasted that long...
I don't like him anymore!
I don't know why
I guess I just opened my eyes, and saw him in the way everybody else does.

Ok, so, fine!
Now what?!
Maybe I'm not used to not be in love
Maybe my heart needed that Another One
Maybe you just showed up at the right or wrong moment of that need

I knew, though, there was something about you
I knew you had that something
The way your eyes crush against anything is really crazy!
I'm trying not to blush whenever you look at me
But still trying to look at you 'cause I want to, really want to get lost in there

Is so weird to think about you that way though
Is so weird because again, I like one of my friends
and I know the last time it did not end up well.
You're so not the kind of guy I like, totally!

Well, for now, just keep looking at me,
stare at me like you just did
and we'll see what happens!

May 3, 2011

Too Many Worries!

My head is about to explode
too many things going on!
Too many worries
at least you're not one of them.

Really I just wanna leave
I just wanna escape out of this world!
and go back in time when everything was simplier
when i didn't get this need of screaming
and get out.

where all my worries were "Am I gonna like dinner tonight?"
or "Are my parents gonna get me that toy I wanted?
but now is just gonna get worse and worse isn't it?
Maybe people will see God's mercy and stick with it too
but meanwhile I'm not feeling good...
now, at least

May 1, 2011

He's better!

I've been back and forth about whether I'm over you or not
but I guess today I figured it out
I see you looking at me...
and I keep walking, laughing
I see you with your girlfriend...
and I keep walking, laughing
I see you looking at me looking at someone else
and I keep looking at him.

Actually, now that I think about him
I get that butterfly-in-stomach sensation
is so great to know there's someone else
and that he might actually be better than you.

Today, arriving, I saw him
and he saw me
it was like some spark in the air
I don't know if it was in his eyes
but I know it was in mine.
There's just something about him
so strong that made me FINALLY FORGET YOU!

So:
"Dear Heart, I just called in to tell you,
there's a new member comming,
and I want him to be very well recieved!"