Before it's too Late

I still can't believe it, you know?
Did you ever imagine ANYONE could feel this for you?
I wonder what you would be thinking about now
I accept that there's a high possibility that is not about me
...but my statistics grew didn't they?

I gave you something to think about
I gave you something to worry about
I did again
I fell in love with one of my friends
Do I regret it?
the only thing I regret is to have chosen
someone who apparently is going the same way HE did.

"Fading out is the most coward way to demostrate he doesn't love you"
were the words that pulled me down from my cloud

You showed up and everything changed
Your arrival was big enough to make me feel happy again
Is unbelievable how I've become such an expert in this:
Scaring guys away the minute I start feeling something
When we were just friends we were great!
we were just two friends being FRIENDS!
but now we're two people who claim to be friends
...but inside there's so much more.
Inside there's this girl shouting
Inside there's a boy doubting

Your eyes can't talk, your eyes shout
but it's not like I can hear what they're sreaming
it's like someone had their hands on their lips
and I can't hear a thing.

I don't like to compare, but
I had been through this before.
But I don't want to end like that again.
So, what is it?
Your eyes can't say it,
YOU say it!
Before it's too late.

I Think I Miss You

This time is all we've been asking for
Having the chance to get up late
and go to bed late as well.
Seems like a good idea for many others...
...including you I'd say.

Me, I see things differently
I see everything different
We have finally what I thought we needed
A break, a little breather...
but now what?

This may sound too used before but
I think I miss you
I think I miss myself loving you
I think I miss the time when I'd kill
anyone who'd dare to call herself your girlfriend.

Is funny somehow
to have acted like that for so long
and now when I see you
I see the guy who once hurted me as a sport

But if it was so bad...
...then why do I miss it?

Will you ever know?

You come all the sudden to be with me
out of nowhere you're staring at me,
trying to say something through your eyes
something like:
''kiss me''
You start getting closer
then you lean over, closing your eyes in the way
and then I feel your lips, soft and sweet.
A little afraid to know how I like it
Your hands on my cheek, trying to get me closer to you
Me, walking on a cloud.
Chest hurting,
heart pounding,
head spinning,
mouth playing.

I know we don't want to stop
we never felt so good before,
so comfortable, loving, passionate. In love.
Chills all over, heads going crazy,
hearts pounding so strong you could hear it from a distance.

But, every minute has an end.
when we finally stop, we separate slowly
looking at each other right through our eyes.
And I hear your voice saying:
''I love you''
And repeating:
''I love you''

Holding me in your arms,
my head in your chest
listens to your heart beating,
closing my eyes, I can't believe what just happened.

When I open my eyes up again,
I'm laying on my bed,
while comming back to reality,
calming my heart down,
I'm thinking: "it was just a dream".

Now, I see you in real life
and suddenly I've changed around you
suddenly it's like even hard to see you when you're looking at me.
I wonder if you will ever know...