"My Other Half?"

I once read a book, a novel, where there were people who believed in "the other half". It was said that at the beggining of Creation, God had to split Adam and Eve's souls to populate the Earth and so humanity kept on growing that way. For someday, those missing halfs would find each other and stay together. There were male and female halfs, but most of all, those who would meet again would be male and female to be a right couple. There could be more than one other half possible to find and that's when the "love triangles" would begin. That's when you say that it is possible to love more than one person at once. I kept thinking about that after I finished the book, but I didn't really pay much attention to it. I mean, Other Half? What the heck is that? I don't believe it yet... and I NEVER will! But I couldn't help but thinking about that today. I saw him today. It's quite weird for me. It's never happened before! But I admit, when I met him for the first time, I saw something... something (I think) now he's not ignoring anymore. According to the book, those who were chosen to know about these other halfs would be able to recognize theirs by a blinking light above the shoulder. If it was true, I would be blinded by the light in his shoulder. I know he's so not the one for me. He's married! His wife is so nice and sweet and loveable! No wonder why they're together! AND... he has four children! I'm amazed by myself this time. Am I that crazy already?! I might as well be, I admit. But, then who can explain what has been happening lately? He's been staring. He's been looking. He's been creating the scene. That scene that I've been into so many times before. I could say I feel attracted to him somehow. Actually he's the one that I want... 20 years later! He even has the right name.He right sense of humor. The right talent for music. The right haircut! This is so weird. Sometimes I lose myself and start thinking how it would be like to kiss him. To have the look with him. I know it's wrong. And it's not like anything is ever gonna happen. IT WONT'! But, I just can't help but wonder "what if?".

Growing up on Us

Lately things have been growing
You're closer everytime
I see you anticipating something
I've never been in this place for so long before.
I've never been in a place where I knew there wasn't anyone else.

Now everybody who needs to know, knows.
Now I see the jealousy in your expressions
Now I know you really care
Now I see you're interested
but at the same time,
Now I see your fear
Now I sense your fading
and so,
Now I feel the tear dropping
and I hate it!

Still, when I see you
when I hear you
when I think of you
a little smile comes out.
I feel hope, and happiness.
For once, I've found a balance between
happy tears, and the other ones.

For all I care, right now,
you're there.
Now there's a chance for me to finally choose well.