A little while ago I had a very unnatural dream.
The very first word I said the next morning was his name. I haven't thought about Jhony that way since two years ago.
I've been thinking about it now though. We share classes again and our seats are very close. I almost forgot the color of his hypnotical eyes as the years went by. The way I used to get lost in those honey-browned eyes was very desperating for my friends. I thought what I had back then was just a crush, but I never thought it would be so important as I think it is now.
I dreamed we were on a blue couch, just fooling around, talking... When suddenly his big right hand went all the way through my left cheek with the excuse of looking at ''my new earings''. Then I felt his other hand holding mine.
I forgot where I was, I was just very focus on his eyes, the same way he was into mine. After staying a long time on my cheek, I felt his hand on the back of my neck.
I vividly remember he was so close to me that I could feel his breath on my face, I never felt so lost. I felt like my chest was burning, as if my heart was going crazy for the experience of something that could've never happened on a reasonable world.
But then my family came in the room and we couldn't do anything else but pretend nothing happened.
I must admit I liked it, it was totally surreal, but perfect.
I still hope to dream what happens next, but I guess you can't really do that.
Now I look at him in the way I used to two years ago, and my friends... well, let's just say that they should be thankful I didn't tell them anything, but I'm sure they can see the difference on my behavior again.
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