What Do I want For My Birthday?

You know what I want for my birthday?
I know you know
I know you're scared
well, maybe not yet
I know you will be though

what I want for my birthday is you
just you
just for one day
Then, if you want, we can keep being as complicated as we are
just let me see my friend again for my birthday!

Don't let him vanish!
You know he wants to come out!

I was fine!

Someday this will stop
All this will fade away
that day it will all be the way it started
And maybe one day I look back
and laugh.
But now, I'm scared of that day

I dont know why
but somehow you still care
for some reason you keep staring
You get mad when I'm with someone else
I get mad when you're with someone else

Why is it so complicated for us to say "hi!"?
I mean what is the big deal?

Honestly, my life used to be a lot simplier
before I met you
I was so excited about starting all over again
in a new school, make new friends, have a whole new life!
Well, in a way I did get a whole new life.
But I wanted one where the guy I'd fall in love with wouldn't know I am!
and wouldn't make such a huge deal out of it!

Why?

What to say when you're out of words
and have the need to say something?
I wish I could let you know everything
I wish you could see me with no fear
But most of all I wish you could be here

Somehow I need to see you looking at me
I want to see you at least worried
if I can't see you happy
'cause when I see you happy
I think of you being happy without me

Your name has become a trademark in my head
I see it written and is so "everyday-usual"
but I hear it and I get goose bumps
I don't want to stop thinking about you

I wish I knew what you think
Not invading your head
just, why?
why do you still care?
why do I have to love you so much!?