Why?

What to say when you're out of words
and have the need to say something?
I wish I could let you know everything
I wish you could see me with no fear
But most of all I wish you could be here

Somehow I need to see you looking at me
I want to see you at least worried
if I can't see you happy
'cause when I see you happy
I think of you being happy without me

Your name has become a trademark in my head
I see it written and is so "everyday-usual"
but I hear it and I get goose bumps
I don't want to stop thinking about you

I wish I knew what you think
Not invading your head
just, why?
why do you still care?
why do I have to love you so much!?