What if...

I've been waiting for yesterday all year
always wondering what would happen if...

if we would ever fix whatever we've broken
if someday you talked to me like we used to
if maybe your eyes wouldn't mean what they mean today
if that wish in my heart came true that we wouldn't use our lips only to speak
if you could someday open you eyes and see what we've done
if maybe one day you could finally see the truth and understand that I love you like
I never tought I would and that you really hurt me with your games.

I know you know this isn't, like, just a crush.
For God sake's we've been on this for over 3 frickin' years!
and, besides, why do you even still care?
that is the question of the last two years!

You really don't care?
but, why do you care...?
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO ASK FOR ANYMORE!

All I have is one request
please, don't forget me
but don't remember me like the girl who brought so much trouble
but like the friend you once had
like the girl I know you once liked more than a friend.
Remember me the way you think I deserve to be remembered by you.