I'm Tired Of This!

From a distance you see things a little clearer
although from a distance you see many other things as well
Peter's now really nothing but a blur of something someday happened
The Prince is so far away I don't really care
HE is just someone I could finally get over from and a relief
but this new one... DEAR GOD!

In a way he's always been there
and in a way I've always agreed
I've accepted I have something for the guy
but I never thought I'd be writing about him here
I never thought he would bring tears to my eyes as many others have

He's tecnically all I've ever wanted
he's got everything from the list
one day I'm like 'yeah he's there, great!'
then I'm like 'Oh my God! This is it!'
and now somebody's saying 'he's just like everyone else',
'I saw him with someone outstage'.

Everytime that I finally get up on my feet
from falling down the cloud
Something happens that I'm pushed out again

And I'm kind of tired of it.

I've never really got to say 'I'm happy'
I've never really got anything back
Nothing's ever happened
That space I need to fill is empty
and noone seems to want to help

'He's too handsome to just be thinking of you'
Hey! where did the cloud go?!