Monday 06,09

I dont know what to think anymore
And it's not like all this time I've known what to think
I need you to go
But I want you to stay
How is it possible that one person stands out of a crowd of millions of people?
How is it possible that two single words can hide and show so much?!
I've never felt like this before
I've never hated and loved so much the way you look at me.

I'm scared, I know some very important day is comming over
and I have to do something.
But how to do something nice if I can't even say "hi" in the morning?
How to pet the dog if it keeps trying to bite you?
I owe it, I know.
And I need it. I need one of those hugs of you.
Those that make me tremble, those that I haven't gotten in a long time.

I don't wanna do it, you know it.
Could you please return the favor and not do it either?
I don't wanna think of the very high possiblity that you may not love me.
Is it so hard to do something that proves it?
I don't know what the heck I see in you that makes me love you like this
And I get that a lot.